(Excuse myself in English, I feel a bit embarrassed to talk about this in my own language, because this has been frustrating me for the past two months. I’ve been seriously wondering if I easily bring out the worst in people since a few of them went crazy right in front of me, but you told me tonight that you think I actually just made them too comfortable to tell me ugly things. You pointed out that they are indeed the same type of people who put on the best faces in front of others but hide many dark secrets inside them. They care too much about how people see them, so they try so hard to behave, and then they wear themselves out. However my attitude makes them feel like they would never be judged, therefore they mistook me as the way to let out their messed up emotions, and thought that I would unconditionally support them, including their unthoughtful decisions and their awful tempers. So here is the question… are they actually the same without me? Probably yes. Did I bring out the worst in them? … I hope not.)
You have such a beautiful heart. We see hope in everyone and I promise I will always do the same. I will keep being who I am, because I get to meet wonderful people (such as you) only by being who I am.