秘密愛人

小白菜因為我說天冷想要喝白蘭地巧克力,特地去買了一瓶擱在冰箱上頭。於是我就被寵壞地躺在沙發上,喝我的熱白蘭地巧克力(plus heavy cream),看我的深夜電視節目。

想在沙發上不小心睡著躺到天亮。身體和靈魂不一同入眠的話,兩者之間的空隙會撕扯出很多細細小小的結晶,看似美的,嚐起來卻是苦的。

We shouldn’t fear our true selves, but we accidentally taught ourselves so. 我們怕太直接所以過於隱晦,我們怕因為怕承受不起所以不說實話,我們因為怕受傷所以不敢相信。結果到頭來我們反過來太相信自己不好的經驗,忘光了歲月其實偷偷加深了這些印象和感受。

我等不及趕快把十一月過完。Sodagreen and Brandy Chocolates, my secret lovers at night.

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